i think im kinda MISunderstood. im sending the "message" to the WRONG person. AGHHHHH..... NO, OF COURSE ITS NOT YOU.
MOODS
1)your mood affects everyone around you, including me. thinking that you are neglected, you keep quiet, hoping for sm1 to find out and ask you. i look at you. i knoe smth is wrong. but when i ask, you say nth. i get frustrated cos you dont tell me anything. i cant read your mind. i knoe smth's bothering you, but why cant you tell me? why do you leave me to guess whats going on??
2)you act as if you are the only one who is in grief. you expect everyone to comfort and understand your mood swings. well, have you spared a thought for others? maybe you can comfort them instead.
3) you keep fishing for compliments. low self-esteem? well, no one will believe in you if you dont believe in yourself, and if you keep saying you cant do it, then people will believe tt you cant too.
4) ive not been in a good mood this week. furious-irritated-angry-sad-crazy-sarcastic-disappointed-hiding my true thoughts-mixed feelings-curious-suspicious. depressed? nah... just a phase. XXX.
5) to all those who have been tolerating this nutcase here (esp this week), thanks. I LOVE U!!!! :D
Tuesday, May 11, 2004 / 3:59 pm
you are SUCH a great liar, i dont knoe what is real and what is not. you take me forgranted. think im some wholesale supplier or smth. well let me tell you this : im sick of you. you think you are so great, and call me only when you need me. all you do is take self-pity. think that the whole world blames you for everything. well, maybe if you would just sit down and think. why everyone thinks its your fault at everything. i was waiting for an apology. but all you did was ignore it. think im petty? well, all the tiny things you have done to me adds up to a lot. friends? i dont think so. you left me alone, all by myself. did things for others that you would not do for me. what can i do? just stand and pretend nothing has happened? well i guess so, cos you dont give a damn. dont you dare say i was not there when you needed me, cos you NEVER gave me a chance. mood swings? yar rite. you are just faking it.
its too late.
I HATE YOU
Monday, May 03, 2004 / 8:39 pm
cher : i asked him
jo : ask him what?
cher : i asked " eh, you popular in sch ar?"
jo : huh... did you say my name?
cher : no...
candace : wah... i see him on frenster... SOO CUTE!! look like ~
cher : reallie meh?? i dont think so ler. i knoe he's DAMN irritating/ anyways, he say "no..."
cher : got pple stalk you ar?
he : no.....
?????? he knoes he's shuai, but does not think he's pop.....????????????????????????????????????????????
