woO. today's cross country was not too bad. thanks to the people who ran with me :D
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i dont know how to get it through to you. watching you suffer in silence, persuing something that perhaps isnt rightfully yours, cutting yourself off from the rest of the world... is it worth your effort? the only person you seem to notice is her. shld i encourage you to continue waiting, or shld i persuade you to move on? is true love always suppose to hurt this way? for one thing, i admire you for being brave enough to admit your feelings to her, and actually want to go further.
actions speak louder than words. perhaps you should stop whispering sweet nothings to her but rather go all out and fight for her. chances are if you dont do anything, you dont love her enough. Dont give me the 'love is sacrificial' crap.
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song of the week:
1,2,3,4,5 once i caught a fish alive 6,7,8,9,10 then i let it go again. why did i let it go because it bit my finger so which finger did it bite this little finger on my right!
:)
Thursday, January 12, 2006 / 10:09 pm
one day it just blew into a million pieces. and you never saw her again.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006 / 10:58 pm
"eh... very nice leh!" "u like ah" "yeah" "ok! *zap* nah. buy for you!"
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Sunday, January 08, 2006 / 1:02 pm
so school has started, and alr i feel the pressure. the teachers keep drilling the fact that we are alr in j2 and that theres no more time to play. according to adults who have alr gone through this phase of their life, they say that jc is worse than university. survive jc, get into the course you want in uni, and slack. is that the case? even so, when i think of what my options are in the future, what i imagine myself doing 20 years down the road, i wonder if this is what i want. will i have the patience to study molecules bombarding each other under a microscope, hoping to find a new cause to this phenomenon? do i want to be fixing and maintaining machines in an oil rig all my life?
it took me one year to realise that jc's the wrong choice. science seems to be a more acadamic route. something that needs intellegence, a drive to push technology further and answer doubts that were questioned millions of years ago. do i have what it takes? is it to late to quit now?
