had a chat with YJ. and she started me thinking of a problem. HOW??!! not again. please. she said its obvious... she gave an example. perhaps she's too sensitive. or isit really true? Allthat has happened. is the reason what she had explained to me? or is she just wrong? why does she say everyone knoes it execpt for me?
Perhaps one day i'll find out. Perhaps never.
if you dont knoe what im talking about, good. if you knoe, dont spread.
Sunday, July 25, 2004 / 6:41 pm
bloody. having a fever, tumy ache, flu, cough.
*pheww* parents not at home tho, or else........
aniwaes...
SSS* : i dont believe you are attached and you dint tell me!??WHY MUST I FIND OUT FROM SM1ELSE????
HMPzz..
mdm su had to change our seating arrangement. FINE. i complained, she dint do anything about it. but just after i made a deal with ying jun (every twirl of hair = 1 ice-cream), mdm su decides to migrate me over to jessica's seat. BLOODDDYYY!!!! comeon! jess sits like RIGHT UNDER the TEACHER'S NOSE!!! according to mdm su, im supposed to give shona some enlightenment... so that she can learn to open up more, but on actual fact, miss siti wants ly to help jess with her work. WTV.
fine. i dont mind sitting with shona, but NOT RIGHT IN FRONT! so i called trishia for her approval to change partner, so that manisha can sit in front and i sit with her. she said "ANTHING". so typical. ALTERNATIVELY, shona and i can switch places with trishia and manisha!! oh well, lets see how tomorrow goes.
so, close friends : wondering how me and XXX are getting on?
let me tell you this - no improvement. *sigh* perhaps im too thin-skinned. im always waiting for XXX to talk to me but i never do 0therwise. i need help. im terrible about this kinda things. the last time i had a relationship was in er... kindergarden??
exams
worstest worst of my life. probably cos i finally found it too tiring to study, so i just gave up. or maybe im just stoopid. *FOCUS JO!!!!!!!!* its a wonder why my parents dont buy the "the exam was a killer" tho... they never do. "let this be a wake upt callt to all of you" (mrs chua hugging her a math text and bobbing her head front and back) must study. must study. must study.
Thursday, July 08, 2004 / 4:34 pm
ninina...
wow, its been a long time since i last blogged. well, decided to start again. exams are FINALLY OVER. yeah. plus chinese oral. i guess it was ok lar... there were previously some rumours bout "F" group examiners being mean and "G" group being fun, i dont think it was THAT bad. at least they were trying to make out what i was saying -- i think.
great.
long talk by miss siti again, about how we have to book her in advance and time management blar blar blar... i reallie have no idea where im heading or what i wanna do. JC? onlie 2 good schs that have the subj that i want, but would take a MIRACLE to enter. POLY? a few courses, but i'll need to do an extra year before entering uni. OVERSEAS? i have 1/2 in mind to go there, but then again, im afraid i wont fit in. SO HOW??!! help!
perfect.
crytal gaze fortune teller told me my romance would start next year, and that is when the complications come in. she said wont have a problem going to the u, but must put in effort. she also said tt i had the wrong profession in mind!!!! HOW??!! the reason she told me was true lar... but WHY?!!
progress
slow, steady, or STILL?? i guess sem and sarahc knoe the ans. but i dont wanna admit it. NO. its so awkward now. phEW (the room isnt any bigger). but its weird to just WALK OUT of class dont you think?? hello? where did all the "RESPECT CHER" thing go to?? not to mention last term me and cheryl tipped off the guys who ponned -- hey, i still feel guilty k!!